Sanctuary and Serenity

What is wrong with me

Posted on: April 4, 2010

Just woke up, tears streaming…sobbing, can’t breath.  Woke me up I was crying so loud, and hick-up-ing.

Pillows are soaked..not just one.  Water in my ears.  lol  God, that just made me cry again.

A bad dream again…. why.  I think I’m ok.   I feel ok, why nightmares now?

I feel heart broken.  I’m awake and still can’t stop crying.  I’m bawling like someone died.

I’ve always had this…nightmares every night…. Why won’t it stop.

This last year………I’ve woken up laughing, or giggling….. I would rather that.

When you wake up from giggling your eyes aren’t swollen.


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