Sanctuary and Serenity

Anniversary – Raebo

Posted on: March 27, 2010

Hold me tonight and tell me everything
I need to know what’s on the inside
Tonight is the anniversary of my death
not death where you don’t wake-up but
the death of the real me
I need to feel needed, to feel wanted
just to feel I’m worth something
Tonight my feelings are overwhelming
I feel ashamed, alone, unwanted
Every breath I take says that it was my fault
with every beat of my heart my thoughts turn to pain
it tells me the words he used to say:
I’m worthless, only as good as my body
I’m stupid and ugly
That no guy in their right mind (other than him)
would ever want me
Febuary 24th was when it all started
it was the day that he took possesion of me
He engraved it on his lighter for me to see all the time
I endured it for 7 months and finally broke free
The question is will I ever be free?
So hold me tonight and tell me everything
I need to know what’s on the inside
I need to know you care, that I’m worth
being held
I need to know I’m safe, that he can never hurt me like that again.
Please if you do care and I’m worth something
hold me forever and never let go


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